New Year, New Beginnings?

Well, it's 2010 now.
The new year started with a scream, literally.
I'll take it as an omen and say that it won't be any better than last year.
So, I'm anticipating even more disappointments, arguments, debacles, unhappiness and tension.
...
Hey, don't flame me for not being happy about a new year.
I'm a pessimist; I live to see the negative side of things.
I started out as a spunky (I can't seem to imagine myself being spunky) and perky girl but life has sorta molded and beaten me down to a cynical and pessimistic wallflower.

Now, I'm to hide myself so that the pervy knight doesn't find me and the possessive and jealous mafia boss of a husband of mine doesn't either one of us.
*snaps her fingers and disappears*