A second home to my work!

因为爱上了你

我学会了笑容的美妙，
我学会了悲伤的痛苦，
我学会了幸福的意识，
我学会了等待的烦恼。

寂寞和孤单的经验，
令我明白生活是无情的；
幸福和高兴的情绪，
让我对生活还有些希望。

那温柔的感觉，
那悦耳的声音，
那开朗的笑容，
那心灵的眼神，
统统都给我搜进脑海里。

还记得你离开我的早晨吗？
记得你对我说的要求吗？
想起我当时的表情吗？
感到我的痛苦吗？

感怀当天的苦涩记忆，
我现在就给你我的答案，
我永远都不会原谅你；
你把我的一切抢走了，
把我的希望扑灭了。

我是不会原谅你，
而且也不会放过你，
因为你走出那到门的那一天，
也把我的心给带走了。

我学会的一切...
经验的一切...
都是因为爱上了你。

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Haha, I wrote this in my Facebook note last year. XD
Now there's two places that has it. :P

The pics are the finishing touches on it.

Me tardy

Whee...I've finally found those pics I've been hunting for! And some of the emoticons too!
Thanks to Starry Heavens Scanlation Group for giving me a hint, indirectly though.
Ahaha.

The day started out late. I woke up late; mom got home late and I had brunch late. When to math class late, got out of it late...

Whole day also late.


The day hasn't ended yet, so nothing much to update.

Yeah...Jon's busy at prom and post-prom. He's taking Cassie (not my Cassie; his, Cassie Hsu)

I guess I'll go back to studying.

Or I can go CABAL...

New Skin!

Compared to the blogskin I found yesterday; this is much much better. Even though I'm not a great fan of the colour pink, the picture suits my personality, sorta.

I know, i know. It takes a long time to load, but the picture is simply...wow.

Anyways, I'm not gonna spend my whole time typing about the blogskin.

History was today; paper II from 7.30-10.00, paper I from 10.45-12.05.
I thought I was prepared, but one look at the essay part was enough for me to foresee my history grade: Don't expect an A1 this time.
To think that the teacher was nice to give the scope to study and I was hell bent on memorizing the ones that I thought I will do...GAHHH!

First question was indeed about Prophet Muhammad and his quest to spread Islam, but in secrecy; but that was only (a). There were two other questions:
(b) Why were the people of Mecca attracted to taking Islam as their faith
(c) Why were the Arabs against Islam
...As if I could remember what I read yesterday? Fortunately, my cerebrum seems to have recalled bits and pieces of that particular class last year and I was able to answer some of it. Miss Leong won't be happy.

We were required to do three out of five; with one down, I had another two to go.
There was this question about Tok Janggut and his story of how and why he started to rebel. Actually, I got one of the facts wrong. I wrote Kota Telemong in my essay. (It was supposed to be Pasir Puteh; Kota Lama belongs with Dato Maharaja Lela of Perak while Kuala Telemong belongs with Haji Abdul Rahman Limbong of Terengganu. I'm glad i didn't continue.
I wrote one paragraph and then looked at what I needed to answer for (b), which was to explain what role did the newspaper play on the issue of education during the 1930s. OMG, I didn't even study that at all! Scrapped that page off and did this instead;
(a) Explain why Western Imperialists were so keen on taking over the South-East Asian Countries.
(b) State the differences in the way of ruling before and during the British reign.

Third question was the worst one;
(a) Explain the difference between the executive (badan perlaksana) and the legislative (badan perundangan) bodies of the government.
(b) What are the conditions to fulfill if one intends to take part in the voting.
(c) Explain the voting process.
...
I screwed the first question up by writing only 3 sentences! GAWD, this is my worst one ever. Not only was I lacking in information in that area; I GOT THE WHOLE THING MIXED UP TOO! I switched executive with legislative!!! -________________-
The second question was doable.
But the third one was the one that made me feel like roadkill. I was memorizing it the whole night and then...I got two of the processes mixed up. =.=
The actual one was that the parties that are involved would be campaigning for 7-15 days before the Suruhanjaya Pilihan Raya (SPR) (Don't know the name in English though...) would announce the voting posts and the place where the counting would be done. I wrote it the other way round. That's 2 marks from 9. I think I'd lose more than that.

After recess, it was paper I; multiple choice questions. This was easy. I finished in around 10 mins. I think I have less than five mistakes.
It's always been like this; I don't need to study for multiple choice. One look at the question and I'd get the answer, most of the time. It's really weird though; I'm really absent-minded and scatterbrain. I don't even remember what I had for lunch yesterday. I wonder how my neurons work...

That's about it for today, or yesterday...Whatever.
It's 1:45 in the morning and I'm supposed to have gone to bed an hour ago.

Let's see what the morning brings.

>.<

Haha, I can't believe I actually went and found myself a nice template (nice to me :P), edited it and tagged my friends. Yeah, I'm still not done with my memorizing yet...and it's 2.10 in the morning now. -______________-

I guess I'll go memorize now before heading to bed. Or I can screw my midterm results and work harder for the next one, which is trials. o_O TRIALS!!!

My life is is SO over.

History Blues

To the cracks I see near the air conditioning unit,

GAWD...I swore to update my blog more often and I didn't do it. I kinda put it aside after having so many things going on with life.

Anyways, exams are here! Rather, it is ongoing; History is TOMORROW! *wide eye*
Even though the teacher was nice enough to give us to scope of questions, I still couldn't find the mood to study.
The essay questions I would be taking are:
1.Penyebaran Islam di Makkah (I still remember bits and pieces of it from the finals last year)
2. Penentangan Pemimpin Tempatan terhadap British (made a story out of it and tortured bro by asking him to listen; will do the same with Matt, my toy dog (yes, I own a toy dog; many in fact). I'll be taken as a psychopath if anyone sees it)
3. Pilihan raya.

My first attempt to study history was after reaching school. Took the Form 4 textbook out of my bag and tried reading it. Got to chapter 4 and fell asleep. Woke up when the teacher came into the class and tried again. Fell asleep after 5 minutes.
Woke up later for EST paper 2.
2nd attempt was during the car ride to Giant. Nothing went in.
Such a sad case, huh?

The whole afternoon was spent at Giant. It involved mom, a large cart of groceries (two months worth to be exact) and me feeling really sticky.
The electricity stopped again during the second half of the day in school. Geez, is the school that poor not to be able to pay for the electric bills?

Back at home, I fell asleep after taking a long and warm shower. Was woken up abruptly when bro came into the room and asked if he could have my hotdog.
I've been wondering about this for quite some time; do guys really have black holes for stomachs? I always hear them complaining about being hungry! Where does all the food go?

Watched the semi-finals of American Idol while munching on that hotdog of mine. I'm glad that Syesha got kicked off. I don't know why, but I just don't like her. Mom was glad that she's out. The two Davids are out to battle each other for the title.
I like David Cook...*drools* XD
He has the bad boy look that I like; so does Robert Downey Jr. of Iron Man. :X

Back to history. Now, I'll just have to memorize the whole voting process and I'm good to go. Yeah, there's this part of the structure question involving the pentadbiran negeri and persekutuan thingy...Guess I'll have to read up about that too. GAHHHHHH!

And I found out that my blog picture doesn't show. The background pic, I mean; I don't take pictures of myself in real life. Yeah, I'm that UGLY.
I could go blog skin hunting now...But any more procrastination on my studying would make me lose more sleep later. I'll just find one that I like and change it tomorrow then.

Feels less crappy; but crappy nonetheless,
Lyn.